i dont ever really understand all the things we sayI AM GOING TO FAIL EVERY SUBJECT THAT SCHOOL EVER CREATED.
this massively massively sucks. i am going to FAIL like a three pound bean.

metal heart, you're not worth a thing

i bought ghost world on dvd and i am very happy. i am also not very happy because we had a stupid pep rally today. and i think i killed katherine, as i kept complaining at her and i had to sit with her because you know we have to play the stupid cymbals since oboes are too dignified for marching music and its not even like they give us a nod. we're the BAND. we dont MATTER. jesus christ on a cracker. anyway. aside from being completely ignored (which is probably for the best, as i didnt want to be recogized. but still! there are people in the band who like to be mentioned) the cheerleaders eat my soul obviously and i was complaing at katherine and she went insane but i didnt complain as much as last time (or as loudly) because mr. snell was riiiight behind me the whole time and anyway katherine has friends who are cheerleaders and you know she's like 'THEYRE SO NICE AND THEYRE ALWAYS HAPPY!! YOU DONT KNOW THEM' and i'm like 'THOSE ARE EXACTLY WAHT IT HOUGHT THEY WERE LIKE. I HATE THOSE KIND OF PEOPLE' and i died and we all died and after they did their stupid stuff, they introduced some sport types and then the stupid cheerleaders came back (the ones who werent freshmen) with their big stupid glittery outfits and their big stupid colorful unmatching bras displayed to all and you know how terribly profane the stupid dance/cheer/stupidities are anyway and uhm. anyway what REALLY bothered me was that after their stupid routine like eight girls from ROTC came marching out and made these two little lines AND THEY INTRODUCED THE STUPID CHEERLEADERS A SECOND TIME ONLY THAT THEY HAD ESCORTS AND THE ROTC PEOPLE LIKE SALUTED AT THEM AND DID LITTLE THINGIES OH MY GOD THAT BOTHERED ME and you know they did that at the LAST stupid pep rally and apparently they do it at EVERY pep rally. alskghhsdalhkasdg!! oh that killed me. cripes. we must have huge pep rallies with t he stupid 2000 people at this god-ridden school. and we're forced to go and it's awful. i hate HATE HATE my school with a passion. anyway.
i hope to do something with katie and brittany and laylee this weekend. so you guys we neeeed to make plans and you have to come over and watch ghost world. yay. get in touch with me, peoples. bye bye.

A mere Statistic:the way to a woman's heart is though her chest dumbass

let it snowWE HAVE A SNOOWWW DAYYYY TODAYYYYY. well yay for that. waahhaa. my poor parents woke up at like 5:30 and mom is now laughing at the newswoman on tv who just got a big piece of snow all over her eye and it's like frozen shut ahahahhga. and dad has to go to WORK because the library SUCKS. and really it's not like anyone should be there but you know kids (with the day off, and all) from that neighborhood (east high school) are going to go play on the computers the whole time. anyway the snow count type creature this is like. four inches+ as it hasnt stopped snowing YET. yeah last night we got home from rehearsal (katherine's mom was driving us home) and we got out of the car and i said 'morgan do you feel that' as there was wet stuff in the air. and morgan said 'look did you SEE that?!' and we thereby determined that there was a little bit of snow in the sky and we waved our arms at it. and then after a little it started sleeting and then that stopped and it started snowing right before we went to bed. and then i don't know what happened after that ahahaghah. maybe it snowed allll night. that's a lovely thought. aren't you guys digging this whole 'real post' groove? yeah i bet. just to annoy you::

I may look funny, but I’m one of the best penguins under the sun! Yes, that’s right, the sun! I can’t stand hanging around in freezing weather, keep it away! I’m a nice sized bird, about medium weight and height. My population is globaly increasing!

Take the What Penguin am I? Quiz by Krysten!

Laylee2000:I'VE DECIDED ALANNA.
Laylee2000:I AM GOD'S GIFT TO WOMEN.

I'm an Onion! Sour, spicy, nasty tasting, and the ability to make people cry all come natural to me. I'm really an evil person who's not much of a social butterfly but rather a loner who sits and writhes in my pool of solutide all day, which I love.

Take the Vegetable Quiz by Krysten!

British... everybody likes those Brits. You compare with U2 and other famous bands. You're music is very original and different from anything heard on the radio normally. Songs are laid back and relaxed, and you frequently make some pretty weird, er um, original music videos.

well yay. that's nice to know. they had incubus too and that would have been nice as well.



Wowie! You are Tfu Tfu! You're the odd one out, there are few places you fit in. Others don't understand you very well and tend to treat you indifferently and take you for granted. But then again, you don't really give a damn about them anyway.

well i dont blame people.

Take the What Should Your New Year's Resolution Be? Quiz


haghdsahga i have the same one as brittany here. that's amusing.

really now. wow. i took this again and got 'strange little girl' and then i got '1000 oceans' and 'raspberry swirl' and 'cornflake girl' and 'winter' and 'caught a lite sneeze' and 'hey jupiter' and none of these seem very much like me, i think. anyway i like this one:

Take the Which Beatle Are You? Quiz.



i would be george. i enjoy being george. but brittany is NOT george.

this is probably pretty accurate considering everyone called me 'daria' in gym class last year? HA.
the year before i was 'the russian girl' .... x_x

aLittleStarlight: [*insert eternal laughter which lasts for longer than the blog here*]
Atea Diosa: ahahah
aLittleStarlight: GUESS WHO THE FUCK I GOT
aLittleStarlight: GAKLSDHGLAA
Atea Diosa: ok so why are you laughing
Atea Diosa: who the mayor?
aLittleStarlight: YES
aLittleStarlight: AHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAA
Atea Diosa: LOL go figure!!!!!!!!

i got a nightmare before christmas watch for christmas you know. we all did because my mom gave everyone one. and tehy were all different and mine had the MAYOR because he rules. and and and i always knew i was the mayor.

they say it's your birthday
well it's my birthday, too! yeah. alsdhahaha i'm so funny. anyway. yes it is my birthday. and i'm about to freaking starve to death.

agahhasga i knew it.

A mere Statistic: ::eats you::
A mere Statistic: ::in a happy way::
A mere Statistic: lol wtf
A mere Statistic: I'm a watermellon

you say love is a hell you cannot bear. well then give me mine back and then go there

today started off not-so-great. i went to bed around 5am or so and i was NOT a happy person. when i woke up six hours later, i didnt even realise that i'd woken up. does that say something? the point being that when i remembered that i was awake, i was again an unhappy person. then morgan came and sat there and talked at me and then uhm. well i came to get online and the new aim i had installed had deleted a bunch of my old aim files and it wouldnt even SIGN ON. the computer would break before i could do a thing. it was HORRIBLE. anyway i tried restarting several times but when i did that then the computer would just break more and i think brittany installed some crazy thing on my computer. oh yeah and i finally finally got adobe installed after clearing away hoards of files and burning mp3 cds. anyway. after a while i got an email from nick and suddenly remembered that i had the msn messenger thing so i got on that and talked at him and it was blissful. and then i went to davis-kidd with mom and read something called 'quotable sandman' and then i looked for ghost world (comic) but they didnt have it and i was sad. but i got a chocolate bar. and then we went to bookstar and they had even less stuff so we left again after mom bought morgan a rumi biography for history fair. and now i am talking at nick again. blissful.

NICK asked me out. TWO IN A DAY! IS THAT HEALTHY?!?





but i said yes.

i didnt answer and i just asked what exactly that entailed of and he said 'what? oh. so is that no?' and the whole time he was like. pasting things from the onion in between. and dammit. and then he was just like 'well bye' and he left he fucking left and he hates me and what the fuck about nick and i'm immensely distraught.

jerel just asked me out?

it won't be fair if i hate her, if i ate her, you can go now. leave me with your borneo
ok that place decidedly RULES for eternity. wahaha. so today. uhhh. rehearsal went ok. we ran the whole of act 1! i actually SAW ALL THE SCENES. and i think everyone was actually PRESENT. it was amazing stuff, that. the bag dance. went.... ok? it went as it usually does even though i still dislike it. yes well. anyway after rehearsal i had like two seconds to eat dinner before mr. wilson came and picked me up to babysit his children - holly, rebekah, and david. it went well only that i was there for FOREVER and nearly fell asleep on their couch like a million hours after i'd put them all to bed. but i got paid $40 and that is quite cool. and i had a good time, aside from nearly falling to sleep to death. of course they were late. they said i would be home by 12:30 and they came home at like 1. but it's ok i'm not complaining. i'm disappointed that i didnt get to see laylee and brittany this weekend. but laylee was of course busy the whole time, but i didnt get to talk at her at all anyway. and brittany i didnt get to talk at either as her fucking phone is dead. last night i online-talked at katie (as below post would indicate) and nick for forever and that was lovely. the alphabetical cd thing is not going so well. as you can see by the above quote thingie i'm still on tori amos. only one more of her cds, though, after this one!!

big sexy laylee picture

aLittleStarlight:lets go invade brittanys house
CutiePatootie005:good idea
CutiePatootie005:is she still dead
aLittleStarlight:of course
CutiePatootie005:how evil
aLittleStarlight:i know!
aLittleStarlight:i still say we murder her at tai chi
CutiePatootie005:u dont think she got turned into a cat and ran over by a bus do u
aLittleStarlight:most likely.
CutiePatootie005:how horrid
aLittleStarlight:but would YOU be surprised
CutiePatootie005:POOOR JUDD IS DEADDD A CANDLE LIGHTS HISHEADDDD
CutiePatootie005:HE'S LOOKIN OH SO PURRTY AND SERENEEE
CutiePatootie005:AND SERENNEEEE
CutiePatootie005:THE DIGGERS IN THE DELL
aLittleStarlight:didnt he get ignited by a haystack
CutiePatootie005:WILL GIVE OFF A DIFFERENT SMELL
CutiePatootie005:waht
aLittleStarlight:maybe that was someone else