it's a cold cold world for a high school girl

brittany just went home (9:30 or thereabouts). when we woke up on sunday... well i can't rightly remember. oh yeah. we woke up around 12pm and lay in bed and talked for about an hour. then just when we were getting up, dad came and told us that he was leaving so he gave me $10 for us to go get sonic. brittany took a shower while i imported the celebration dance from unbecoming onto the computer, with plans to edit later. eventually, we moseyed on down to the sonic, with my camera, and we had a nice time filming things. like a bum and his collection of whatnots, including a sonic peppermint, napkins, cigarettes, one of those communion glasses, etc. there was this great bird eating a french fry, who kept hopping all over the place. after we finished eating, we walked across the street to the famous Service Over Self building and filmed it and filmed the guy picking up trash and his molester mustache. we came home and dad took us to the library. brittany got animal dreams by barbara kingsolver for her required summer reading, and the dolls house which is the second collection in the sandman series by neil gaiman. then we got the big lebowski because it's on the list of movies that kevin and elise are compiling that i have to see. we also got being john malkovich and backbeat. when we got back home, we editted the unbecoming celebration dance video. it looks as good as something that i filmed can. i might put up a clip, if brittany gives me permission. by the time we finished, it was raining, so we set up the camera in the window and danced around on my drive way. then we took the camera onto the porch, put it on top of the trash can, and played in a puddle (and the yard of a house for sale) across the street. i scraped my toe whilst kicking water at brittany. after a bit we came in and took showers before watching our beautiful home movies and then the big lebowski which was funny. the night before we'd watched fight club which we enjoyed and i would like to see again. parts of it reminded me of lord of the flies, which i didnt really like. you know, though, i meant enjoy that book more if i read it on my own. god damn, i had a horrible teacher that year. she kept trying to force her symbolism from that book on us. "the mulberry birthmark is foreshadowing symbolism that he's going to die in a fire," etc. i hate that woman. anyway though. maybe i should read the fight club book. (jerel obivously thinks i should.) after our movie was over was over, brittany and i messed with our movie and went online for a while before we went to bed, where we watched rushmore. (well, i watched it. i'd never seen the whole thing. brittany started trying to fall asleep before it was over. i don't know if she succeeded. we probably should have put on rat race, which would have entertained her more.) i ate three pieces of pizza and burned one and a half sticks of vanilla incense (two different brands) before the movie was over. and i had some organic apple juice. wonderful. today i woke up about 12:30 and started trying to edit the fact recitations and post show for unbecoming. before long, brittany came in, and we spent the best part of the day editting footage for our movie. it was long and tedious but we worked through it. our movie is about 30 minutes long so far. it's not really a "documentary" or anything. it's just us being stupid. it's fun. who knows if it will entertain anyone else, though. and it's not just US. it's my family and kevin and elise and laylee and random people on the street. after that, we watched being john malkovich which was creepy. we had wendy's for dinner and did brittany's music log and then she went home. she left her pillow here.

i can't wait to crawl out of my shell

it would appear that it's a good time for resurrection here on the blog front. if you haven't been already, visit she.speaks.good.english and have a wonderful time. and also become a member. last night i was awake for forever and ever after i went to bed. i hate that this keeps happening! it's probably a proven fact that people are happier when they stay up really late and then sleep really late rather than going to bed earlier and getting up earlier. my body just hates sleep that much, i guess. the whole bonfire madigan cd played, and i must have been delusional because i kept imaging that i heard noises coming out of my stereo. it was crazy. after a while i ended up putting on a tori cd (to venus and back) and i fell asleep before that was over, thank god. even though it didn't feel like it.
please note that i woke up this morning, looked at the clock, and thought it said 12 something. so i thought to myself, "wow thats pretty good, considering how late i was up." and i stared at the clock some more and decided that it said 10 something, which was even better. then the little digital numbers finally made themselves known to me, and why i woke up at 8:35am, no one will ever know. it's incredibly distressing. and it felt like i hadn't slept at all, so i tried to, but the cat KNEW I WAS AWAKE of course, as usual. so she came and sat on me and looked pitiful and i had to pet her. i'm truly starving. does anyone have any suggestions for people who ... can't eat? i'm going to live the rest of my life on cheesy alfredo.
today i have a check-up at the oral surgeon place so hopefully he'll tell me that everything is fine and i will never feel pain in my mouth area again. ever. but he will probably end up telling me that not only have i gotten an infection from not rinsing with enough salty water, but my mouth now supports several fungi. (somewhat like the fun guy on my mother's toe?) he's also going to prescribe me to some crazy medicine that makes my head bloat up like those fat-headed goldfish. but really he will just ask me where the hell that little thing that he put in my mouth is. and let me tell you, i don't really know. it came out while i was eating and i told dad and dad said "maybe we should keep it" so i gave it to him and i think he ate it or something. we decided that it was a suture. mom said, on the phone, that those were supposed to disintegrate or something? who knows. so i guess thats ok that it fell out.
as previously stated, i am supposed to go to that thing at overton square this evening with kevin and elise. i hope it goes well. i thought about taking the camera, but that will be a real burden, somewhat like at hunter's party, only that was kind of on purpose and most of the time i wasn't even the person holding it, so i guess that doesn't count. but uh. if you would like (green) pictures from the party email me. whaogiiaiaeooeaoie

slide down your reciever, sprint across the wire

i stayed home sick today. it's kind of funny because i don't feel all that bad, but no one woke me up to go to school this morning and it was like 10 when i woke myself up. i had an insane dream where we had to leave our village because someone was going to like squish it or something and they weren't going to tell us because they thought it would be too much of a hassle so someone found out (i think it was my mom?) and we all evacuated (the families, and all these birds) to this wal-mart that was like 2730598230958259038 miles away. through this forest path thing and over a field. and then i guess we discovered that we hadn't brought our pets or something? i don't know. i just sort of filled that in. because the next thing i can remember is that we were sending out messages or something or waiting for our pets to come. ...... right so after a long period of time in the wal-mart, one night we went outside because someone had spotted something or whatever and we looked and we saw that a couple of dogs had come out of this forest and run down a hill that was like a mile PAST the wal-mart and they'd figured it out or something and had come out and were turning around. and you could SEE that one of them was bonnie and one was irie (the dogs of my family) and they were bounding along all happy and then all of a sudden this HUGE stream of dogs just runs out of the forest and down the hill and towards the wal-mart and everyone's like crying all happy because the dogs found their way to wal-mart and weren't squished in the village. and i think i woke up shortly after that, after everyone was reunited with their dog, but i remember that some people were watching out for the little trail of cats to come. and i half-woke up and i was thinking about how ridiculous a little trail of cats would be. like how they wouldnt be able to organize themselves and how they would walk along for like two minutes and they all lie down for a nap break. because dogs are yuppy like that and they're 'faithful' or whatever and the cats would just be taking their goddamn time. anyway it was very strange.

aLittleStarlight:lol really
AmereStatistic:lol yeah
aLittleStarlight:i'm not surprised

i am a brittany's house for the first time in a millenia and she is burning 3970237850235790234975023895 candles to rid us of the stench of her cat boxes.

i've decided to say that i used to love this pet store, ruby begonia's. and i can't find a site for it, so bare with me. the point being that i used to love that store.
but a couple college guys bought it. and i think they went out of business. and when they did. they left town.
leaving all the animals locked up inside the store to die.

today didn't go well and when i got home to take my shower, i discovered that one of the dogs or cats or someone had gotten into the trash in the bathroom and spilled the contests everywhere even though the trash can was still upright and it was really gross because they'd like eaten up .. stuff and it was all over the floor and.. ghekla blegh.

Biting Flame: look. the cat.
Biting Flame: the cat. the huge fat cat.
hoy bofe: i have no cat
hoy bofe: my friend has a huge fat cat
hoy bofe: the cat didn't move for 3 days once
hoy bofe: it was awesome
Biting Flame: the huge fat cat is sitting by her bowl 239573205 hours before breakast aka. the highlight of the day
Biting Flame: that is so sad.
Biting Flame: our poor cat
Biting Flame: who is huge
Biting Flame: and fat
Biting Flame: and hungry
Biting Flame: i should eat her
hoy bofe: now you're talking
hoy bofe: i don't really like chinese food though
Biting Flame: damn
Biting Flame: why not
Biting Flame: i like those chicken thingies
Biting Flame: chicken, cat. its all the same
Biting Flame: look theres the other cat. the one who is much less huge.
hoy bofe: i don't see it
hoy bofe: maybe because i'm not there
Biting Flame: damn
Biting Flame: wel.... pretend¿
Biting Flame: LOOK
hoy bofe: how fun it'd be
hoy bofe: CAT WATCHING
Biting Flame: DUDE ITS UPSIDE DOWN
Biting Flame: WAHAHAHAHA
Biting Flame: kickass
hoy bofe: OH LOOK OVER THERE, ITS THE SAME CAT
Biting Flame: ?>??:>?<>?<
Biting Flame: well we have three cats
Biting Flame: so you could cat-watch three cats
Biting Flame: all at once
Biting Flame: and make yourself dizzzy
hoy bofe: and fall over
Biting Flame: yeah. thats the ticket
hoy bofe: oh no
Biting Flame: you'd probably squoosh grail
hoy bofe: you just said thats the ticket
Biting Flame: LOL sorry
hoy bofe: my eyes have been soiled
Biting Flame: O_O
Biting Flame: that can't be good.?
hoy bofe: i don't know~
Biting Flame: aghahgka what the hell
hoy bofe: WHAT
hoy bofe: Sorry i was busy cat watcing
Biting Flame: AHHAHAHAHAAHA

wahhh i was so bored i decided to make a blog.... just like laylee did. wahaha so lets see. last night i made my alltime favorite forgotten cookies also called sleepytime cookies also called (by me only) bliss. they turned out quite well considering i made them. and i have now decided to eat one at this very second. mmmmmmmm ;_; ill have to post the recipe.

so last night i was talking to nick and then the wall wiggled and i sort of looked at it and THERE WAS THIS HUGE HUGE HUGE MASSIVE ROACH CRAWLING ON THE WALL!! before i knew it i had screamed slightly (and just for your information, no one came running. WHAT HAPPENS WHEN A RAPIST BREAKS IN, EH?!?) and ohh god it was so disgusting. i was also standing in the chair, wondering slightly how i got there, and watching the roach horrificly. i sent a few urgent ims to nick and he was very sweet and tried to calm me down...... after a while of making fun of me. O_o OH WELL I STILL LOVE YOU THERE NICK. and then laylee made fun of me... and well it was really really horrifying. but i managed to save my cookies from the evil beasties.

i woke up a while ago when mom was banging on the windows yelling at morgan and i to wake up. she had, apparently, forgotten her house key. so it seems that these cookies have become my breakfast. blissss. i should probably have like cereal or something. so uhm morgan's making me go play something with her. if im bored enough ill like.... post some more later.

currently listening to --- "here in my head" by tori amos (this song is sooooo beautiful why the hell isnt it on an album!??!?)
current lyric--- in my head i found you there running around and following me but you dont intend it but i find that i have now more than i ever wanted to so maybe thomas jefferson wasnt born in your backyard like you have said? and maybe im just the horizon