Saturday, December 31, 2005
With my hair short, I feel more feminine. I'm wearing earrings, and I feel attractive and womanly. Like Janelle said, I can appreciate my lumpy bits, the padded places of a woman. I want one of those pins that says "start a revolution, love your body." I don't want to feel fucked up because of advertising and discontentment anymore. Truly. I don't have any reason to be afraid of the mirror. I am beautiful. ...
Shower Realizations
I love my life, I love my friends, and I love my body. I'm happy with who I am, what I've done, and where I've been, but not satisfied, which also makes me happy. I love that there is always room for change and evolution. I can't wait to be more.
New Year Goals
-Use the computer less, especially because I usually just sit there mindlessly refreshing the same pages.
-Write more (this will hurt)
-Be active - the community needs me!
-Recognize responsibilities. Gauge importance. Act!
-Eat better. I have a bad diet, but the worst part is that I'm supporting evil companies doing it.
-Research. Find out where the problems are.
-Read the news every day. Listen to more NPR.
-Think!
-Don't get wrapped up in substances. Find substance.
-Share music and be musical.
-Make friends. Try.
-Speak in class. Speak up.
-Improve my posture.
-Learn to drive, and get my license. I've had this same goal for the past 3 years. God damn.
I love my life, I love my friends, and I love my body. I'm happy with who I am, what I've done, and where I've been, but not satisfied, which also makes me happy. I love that there is always room for change and evolution. I can't wait to be more.
New Year Goals
-Use the computer less, especially because I usually just sit there mindlessly refreshing the same pages.
-Write more (this will hurt)
-Be active - the community needs me!
-Recognize responsibilities. Gauge importance. Act!
-Eat better. I have a bad diet, but the worst part is that I'm supporting evil companies doing it.
-Research. Find out where the problems are.
-Read the news every day. Listen to more NPR.
-Think!
-Don't get wrapped up in substances. Find substance.
-Share music and be musical.
-Make friends. Try.
-Speak in class. Speak up.
-Improve my posture.
-Learn to drive, and get my license. I've had this same goal for the past 3 years. God damn.
Friday, December 23, 2005
TRASH TRASH TRASH
1. Shh! Ass Tart Art
be quiet!
people be quiet!
is this a painting?
we don't understand it
a mess of color!
let's burn and ban it!
shh! ass tart art! shh! ass tart art!
got no meaning! got no heart!
shh! ass tart art! shh! ass tart art!
burn it down! tear it apart!
be quiet! people, be quiet!
more cohesion!
you oughta try it!
shh! etc . . .
2. Trash Trash Trash
trash trash trash
you'll never take us out
trash trash trash
we'll never shut our mouths
we got the beats
make the streets stink
we got the speak
make your brains think
parents claim we're dangerous
townie cops are scared of us
but the revolution's in your bedroom
smoking pot, watching cartoons
trash trash trash
you'll never take us out
trash trash trash
3. Tha Hat Rash
tha hat rash has taken over
people, look up! your heads are covered!
everyone you know is a victim!
we're all infected with cranium fashion!
tha hat rash has taken over
people look up! your heads are covered
tha hat rash or tha brain fever?
never leave the house unless you're covered!
wear a special cap while you're in the shower
fall asleep in your fedora
we're all infected with cranium fashion
everyone you know is a victim!
tha hat rash has taken over!
people, look up! you're heads are covered.
4. Trasht Haarrt
sick and tired of the girl and boy thing
never stick around to hear the birds sing
muscle's broken! romance is a beesting.
trasht hart! trasht hart!
i'd trade a god a finger for a second start!
i got a trasht hart! trasht hart!
drop some arteries in a shopping cart!
love no object that's alive and breathing
lie all day and they all believe me
sick and tired of the girl and boy thing
never stick around to hear the birds sing
muscle's broken! romance is a besting
trasht hart! trasht hart!
i'd trade a god a finger for a second start!
i got a trasht hart! trasht hart!
drop some arteries in a shopping cart!
5. Shtar Hast Arsht
shtar!
sthar hast!
shtar hast arsht!
wienerschnizel! wienershnizel! ya! ya! ya! ya!
we love the ways of german people!
berlin, lager, and wienershnizel!
but we don't like walls and we don't kill people!
shtar!
shtar hast!
shtar hast arsht!
wienershnizel! wienershnizel! ya! ya! ya! ya!
liederhosen! knickerbockers!
we hate nazis, but we drink lager!
6. Stratarats
stratarats came from outerspace
shot up town, put us in our place
time to crawl in cracks and walls
get by on trash and alcohol
our lives were changed by stratarats
now there's no need for beaurocrats
we just eat and fuck and run from cats
time to crawl in cracks and walls
get by on trash on alcohol
don't mind being dumb and small
if we don't need jobs at the mall
stratarats came from outerspace
shot up town, put us in our place
now there's no need for beaurocrats
we just eat and fuck and run from cats
and we owe it all to stratarats
7. Art Hrs
stay up late making art for hrs!
coffee and speed! forget to shower!
hallucinate on your own brain power!
surrealist still life charcoal mess
we're too tired for making sense
proffesors think that we regressed
but we think too much for making sense
who needs acid? make art for hrs!
coffee and speed! forget to shower!
hallucinate on your own brain power
restriction is a fiction they will try to sell you
don't buy it! boycott it!
8. SARS Shaht
don't forget to get your sars shaht
chinese disease gonna make your lungs stop
severe acute respiratory syndrome
gonna eat your babies
gonna make your wife moan
don't for get your chinese sars shaht
chinese disease gonna make your lungs stop
9. Rasta Rats
10. Has Tha Ass
11. R Rats Trash Hats?!
12. Hash Stash
13. Tha Stars R Ars
be quiet!
people be quiet!
is this a painting?
we don't understand it
a mess of color!
let's burn and ban it!
shh! ass tart art! shh! ass tart art!
got no meaning! got no heart!
shh! ass tart art! shh! ass tart art!
burn it down! tear it apart!
be quiet! people, be quiet!
more cohesion!
you oughta try it!
shh! etc . . .
2. Trash Trash Trash
trash trash trash
you'll never take us out
trash trash trash
we'll never shut our mouths
we got the beats
make the streets stink
we got the speak
make your brains think
parents claim we're dangerous
townie cops are scared of us
but the revolution's in your bedroom
smoking pot, watching cartoons
trash trash trash
you'll never take us out
trash trash trash
3. Tha Hat Rash
tha hat rash has taken over
people, look up! your heads are covered!
everyone you know is a victim!
we're all infected with cranium fashion!
tha hat rash has taken over
people look up! your heads are covered
tha hat rash or tha brain fever?
never leave the house unless you're covered!
wear a special cap while you're in the shower
fall asleep in your fedora
we're all infected with cranium fashion
everyone you know is a victim!
tha hat rash has taken over!
people, look up! you're heads are covered.
4. Trasht Haarrt
sick and tired of the girl and boy thing
never stick around to hear the birds sing
muscle's broken! romance is a beesting.
trasht hart! trasht hart!
i'd trade a god a finger for a second start!
i got a trasht hart! trasht hart!
drop some arteries in a shopping cart!
love no object that's alive and breathing
lie all day and they all believe me
sick and tired of the girl and boy thing
never stick around to hear the birds sing
muscle's broken! romance is a besting
trasht hart! trasht hart!
i'd trade a god a finger for a second start!
i got a trasht hart! trasht hart!
drop some arteries in a shopping cart!
5. Shtar Hast Arsht
shtar!
sthar hast!
shtar hast arsht!
wienerschnizel! wienershnizel! ya! ya! ya! ya!
we love the ways of german people!
berlin, lager, and wienershnizel!
but we don't like walls and we don't kill people!
shtar!
shtar hast!
shtar hast arsht!
wienershnizel! wienershnizel! ya! ya! ya! ya!
liederhosen! knickerbockers!
we hate nazis, but we drink lager!
6. Stratarats
stratarats came from outerspace
shot up town, put us in our place
time to crawl in cracks and walls
get by on trash and alcohol
our lives were changed by stratarats
now there's no need for beaurocrats
we just eat and fuck and run from cats
time to crawl in cracks and walls
get by on trash on alcohol
don't mind being dumb and small
if we don't need jobs at the mall
stratarats came from outerspace
shot up town, put us in our place
now there's no need for beaurocrats
we just eat and fuck and run from cats
and we owe it all to stratarats
7. Art Hrs
stay up late making art for hrs!
coffee and speed! forget to shower!
hallucinate on your own brain power!
surrealist still life charcoal mess
we're too tired for making sense
proffesors think that we regressed
but we think too much for making sense
who needs acid? make art for hrs!
coffee and speed! forget to shower!
hallucinate on your own brain power
restriction is a fiction they will try to sell you
don't buy it! boycott it!
8. SARS Shaht
don't forget to get your sars shaht
chinese disease gonna make your lungs stop
severe acute respiratory syndrome
gonna eat your babies
gonna make your wife moan
don't for get your chinese sars shaht
chinese disease gonna make your lungs stop
9. Rasta Rats
10. Has Tha Ass
11. R Rats Trash Hats?!
12. Hash Stash
13. Tha Stars R Ars
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
ALANNA’S TOP 10 OF 2005
1) 50 Foot Wave - Golden Ocean
2) Why? - Elephant Eyelash
3) M.I.A. - Arular
4) Sleater-Kinney - The Woods
5) Animal Collective - Feels
6) Andrew Bird and the Mysterious Production of Eggs
7) Of Montreal - The Sunlandic Twins
8) Ani DiFranco - Knuckle Down
9) Sons and Daughters - The Repulsion Box
10) 13 & God
11) The White Stripes - Get Behind Me, Satan
12) Fiona Apple - Extraordinary Machine (Jon Brion version)
13) Devendra Banhart - Cripple Crow
14) The Mountain Goats - The Sunset Tree
15) Imogen Heap - Speak For Yourself
16) Bright Eyes - I’m Wide Awake, It’s Morning
17) Scandaliz Vandalistz - A Real Band
18) The Kills - No Wow
19) Out Hud - Let Us Never Speak Of It Again
20) Juliana Hatfield - Made in China
EPs
1) 50 Foot Wave - Free Music
2) Why? - Sanddollars
3) Aesop Rock - Fast Cars, Danger, Fire, and Knives
4) Brit Lit Bandits - You Might Die Tonight
5) oh man i forgot.
BRANDON'S TOP 10
1.Why- Elephant Eyelash
2. 50FootWave-Golden Ocean
3. Sleater-Kinney- The Woods
4. Devandra Banhart- Cripple Crow
5. Of Montreal- The Sunlandic Twins
6. Deerhoof- The Runners Four
7. Andrew Bird and the Mysterious Production of Eggs
8. Animal Collective- Feels
9. M.I.A.-Arular
10. Dangerdoom
2) Why? - Elephant Eyelash
3) M.I.A. - Arular
4) Sleater-Kinney - The Woods
5) Animal Collective - Feels
6) Andrew Bird and the Mysterious Production of Eggs
7) Of Montreal - The Sunlandic Twins
8) Ani DiFranco - Knuckle Down
9) Sons and Daughters - The Repulsion Box
10) 13 & God
11) The White Stripes - Get Behind Me, Satan
12) Fiona Apple - Extraordinary Machine (Jon Brion version)
13) Devendra Banhart - Cripple Crow
14) The Mountain Goats - The Sunset Tree
15) Imogen Heap - Speak For Yourself
16) Bright Eyes - I’m Wide Awake, It’s Morning
17) Scandaliz Vandalistz - A Real Band
18) The Kills - No Wow
19) Out Hud - Let Us Never Speak Of It Again
20) Juliana Hatfield - Made in China
EPs
1) 50 Foot Wave - Free Music
2) Why? - Sanddollars
3) Aesop Rock - Fast Cars, Danger, Fire, and Knives
4) Brit Lit Bandits - You Might Die Tonight
5) oh man i forgot.
BRANDON'S TOP 10
1.Why- Elephant Eyelash
2. 50FootWave-Golden Ocean
3. Sleater-Kinney- The Woods
4. Devandra Banhart- Cripple Crow
5. Of Montreal- The Sunlandic Twins
6. Deerhoof- The Runners Four
7. Andrew Bird and the Mysterious Production of Eggs
8. Animal Collective- Feels
9. M.I.A.-Arular
10. Dangerdoom
Wednesday, December 07, 2005
An ambulance reels past and actually stops at a house I've never thought about. A red car, I guess. Someone inside is placed on a stretcher. Every house. Every person. This sucks.
I tiptoe around acorns, evading tiny murders. My brain sticks in the rut of patterns, every day's repetitions leaving mile-wide scars. Pull hair, pinch skin, bite lips. Broken.
At any close inspection, you can see my breaking points. Why am I writing this, I can't even hold a pen right.
All I can do is imagine the active part of myself, standing up to bullies and the ignorant masses. I sit in the library and imagine telling the talking assholes to shut the fuck up, this is a library. I grit my teeth and imagine doing it, seething and stewing in my own anger.
I tiptoe around acorns, evading tiny murders. My brain sticks in the rut of patterns, every day's repetitions leaving mile-wide scars. Pull hair, pinch skin, bite lips. Broken.
At any close inspection, you can see my breaking points. Why am I writing this, I can't even hold a pen right.
All I can do is imagine the active part of myself, standing up to bullies and the ignorant masses. I sit in the library and imagine telling the talking assholes to shut the fuck up, this is a library. I grit my teeth and imagine doing it, seething and stewing in my own anger.
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