Tuesday, August 07, 2001

*eats the hell out of the cheapest donut in the history of the world*
Biting Flame: alsdkghalsdghka
Biting Flame: -_-
Laylee2000: NO NOT THE PISSED FAVCE
Laylee2000: fuck you woman dont gimme that face
Laylee2000: ahhahahahahahh
Laylee2000: :)
Laylee2000: awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
Biting Flame: i love you layleee
Laylee2000: ahhaahhaha
Laylee2000: its okay ;)
Laylee2000: i lvoe you too
Biting Flame: aaahahah
Laylee2000: damn i feel so incredibly LOVED today
Biting Flame: look i said it volunatily
Laylee2000: i love you too
Biting Flame: you cant get on to me now
Biting Flame: :b
Laylee2000: ahahahahah YAY!!!!!!!!
Laylee2000: awwwwwwwwwww :) i wont
Laylee2000: aahahhahaha oaky and then i had on tight dddddark jeans and a black spaghetti strap tank and a bright green bra which was so not in the shirrt! ahah the straps werent anyways....like hahah nevermind and then i had black eyeliner and sparkly purple eyestuff on and and and my hair was all dark and tousled
Laylee2000: i felt very cool
Laylee2000: ahahahah :)
Biting Flame: i'm sure you were lookin very cool
Laylee2000: what


Laylee2000: aw thank you! my mom took pictures....
Biting Flame: AHAAHHAHAAHAHAHA @ your bra thing thahahahgak
Laylee2000: oh hahaha
Biting Flame: :b
Laylee2000: yeah haha but it was before we starting jumping around and wildly waving around and dancing
Laylee2000: when we got all sweaty
Laylee2000: haha it was fuckign burning up i mean we were all like dripping wet when we came out
Laylee2000: seriously. !!!!!!
Biting Flame: yeah
Biting Flame: i'd imagine
Laylee2000: hahah but the pic was before when i wsnt so tousled and rough looking
Laylee2000: it was more.....glam hahaha
my friends........ it has been discovered that laylee safa is OUTRAGEOUSLY KINKY!!!

[Laylee2000: HAHAHAHAHAAAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAH
Laylee2000: you fuckign BICH I LOVE YOU AND YOUR HILAROIUS COMMENTS!
Laylee2000: and yes, i truly am a hahahhahaahhahahahhahahhahahaaah
Laylee2000: man thats scary shit.
Laylee2000: ahahhahaahaha]
Laylee2000: lana
Laylee2000: what u doin
Laylee2000: 8whatre you doing
Laylee2000: god i soudn weird
Laylee2000: aga
Biting Flame: O_O
Biting Flame: WHAT U DOIN
Biting Flame: hgaklahakha
Laylee2000: ahhaah
Laylee2000: HAHAHAH
Laylee2000: ahahhahahahaahahh
Biting Flame: whatchu talkin bout
Laylee2000: AJAHAHAHHAH
Laylee2000: lana please youre killing me
Biting Flame: O_O
Biting Flame: sorry
Laylee2000: ahahhaaah this is soooo unlana like
Biting Flame: ghahahahhahaha
Laylee2000: actually i can totaly see you saign that
Biting Flame: oh so i dont kill you often
Biting Flame: gahghaklHAHHHAHAA
Biting Flame: AGAHHAHAHAHAA
Biting Flame: thats horrifying
Laylee2000: with your face all scrunched up
Laylee2000: ahhaahah
Biting Flame: O'
Biting Flame: AGHIA
Biting Flame: WHAT DOES THAT MEAN
Laylee2000: ahahahah
Biting Flame: youuuuu dirty fiend
Laylee2000: in a sarcastic way
Biting Flame: yeah right
Laylee2000: aahah damn it doesnt mean anythign
Laylee2000: ahah
Laylee2000: meanie i ssssseeeeeeeewar
Laylee2000: ahah
Biting Flame: -_-
Laylee2000: pissed face?! uh oh.... im in troulbe now
someone said blogger is down.. IS THIS TRUE?
Laylee2000: im reading ur majorly depressing blog
Laylee2000: ahha
Laylee2000: u need like a mental hug
Laylee2000: hahaha


Laylee2000: :)
Laylee2000: *****slaps lana with a mental hug...or wiat......hugs ur mental? hahahahaha HUGS UR MIND! AHHHHHH*****
Laylee2000: ahahha
Laylee2000: freaky freaky :)

Biting Flame: O_O
Biting Flame: AGHAHHAHAHAHAH
Laylee2000: im so confused! youre confusing me with ur many faces
Laylee2000: ahhahahah
Laylee2000: dammit expr3ess yourself in a new way haha

Monday, August 06, 2001

well i was feeling really good in between this and the last post... and i feel really really really bad now. like i-should-be-crying-but-cant bad. i feel awful. like big-bitch/terrible-friend awful. and insufficient and cold and mean and evil and wretched and shallow and heartless and meaningless and empty and undeniably conceited and one million and one other things of which i wish i could say i wasn't of which no one would want to feel of which i don't dare write here and i'm longing for somewhere else to write things. or a vent. and i keep blinking and rubbing my eyes like it would make me cry but i think i lost my heart a few years ago so if you've seen it, can you contact me because it would really be appreciated. someone told me that it was good to be self-pitious sometimes so i guess that time is now. i feel like shit. SHIT. DO YOU HEAR ME!? and i think i shouldn't write too much considering some of the people who come to this blog will think a world less of me. like they think much of me anyway. like i even care. i'm just the meanest person ever. and morgan has already brought it to my attention for the 59320238956039420572043rd time that no one loves me and its like, you know, this big slap in the face because i wasn't really expecting that and i told her i didn't want to listen to her and she told me all the reasons for my dislikeability or whatever (the ones she knew of anyway) and i didn't even think that much of it but here i am recollecting myself at the end of the day and realising again that i'm a terrible person who doesn't bring any good to anyone and that i don't even deserve a suicide and its like a just-stop-to-think thing thinking about all the people you've annoyed/angered/pissed off/bothered/attacked/yelled at in the last.... while. so i think i'm gonna go now, take some advil and read some more required stuff. and good luck to anyone who tries to stop me. haaaaaaaaaaahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

how am i different?

Sunday, August 05, 2001

wow i feel wretched
JC84559: hi
Biting Flame: hey
JC84559: can i be in doy
Biting Flame: WHAT
JC84559: cani
Biting Flame: ........ lemme ask aj
JC84559: ok
Biting Flame:

Super Saiyan AJ:i dont really want rap all over doy
Super Saiyan AJ:so...
Super Saiyan AJ:i hate to say this
Super Saiyan AJ:cause i like the guy just fine
Super Saiyan AJ:but....no

JC84559: who says i gonna rap
Biting Flame: adgadgh aj just left to eat dinner
Biting Flame: no one said you were gonna rap
Biting Flame: i guess he assumed it because he knwos thats what you do
JC84559: so thats what i do
JC84559: its not all i do
Biting Flame: yes but i dont think anyone knows that
JC84559: my whole life is not rap goddamn do u think that all day i was rappin
Biting Flame: no
Biting Flame: jesus christ
Biting Flame: no one said that
JC84559: no josh scibran
JC84559: but thas wha your sayin
JC84559: like your not sayin to
JC84559: but ur sayin it
Biting Flame: NO im not!
Biting Flame: youre being a big bastard about it
JC84559: thas what ajs sayin
Biting Flame: NO. ITS NOT.
Biting Flame: god damn
Biting Flame: he thought you wanted to post rap
JC84559: besides i have my own blog to post my raps
Biting Flame: well then
Biting Flame: why dont you have your own blog to post your 'poetry'
JC84559: i duno
Biting Flame: bliss
Biting Flame: what an intelligent answer
Biting Flame: so, why, again do you want to join
JC84559: u like poetry and im friend with all you people
Biting Flame: ...
Biting Flame: thats the crappiest thnig ever
JC84559: fuck it then nevermind
Biting Flame: yeah damn right
JC84559: if your gonna be so bitchy about it then i dont wanna be in it
Biting Flame: well fuck you

Biting Flame: he bothers me. a lot
Super Saiyan AJ: thats cause you want to be bothered by whatever he would say
Biting Flame: thats so not true!!
Super Saiyan AJ: *smiles*
Super Saiyan AJ: you know it is
Biting Flame: ITS NOT
Super Saiyan AJ: hehe
Biting Flame: GOD DAMN
Super Saiyan AJ: well you were certainly quick to judge his
Super Saiyan AJ: wait
Super Saiyan AJ: no
Super Saiyan AJ: i dont wanna fight with you
Super Saiyan AJ: you're my friend
Super Saiyan AJ: *hugs*
Super Saiyan AJ: forget the whole thing
Biting Flame: *scowls*
Biting Flame: i was not quick to juge!! i gave him the chance to convince me
Biting Flame: and he BLEW IT.
Biting Flame: MASSIVELY.
Super Saiyan AJ: shh
Super Saiyan AJ: *hug*
Super Saiyan AJ: *pats your back*
Super Saiyan AJ: there there lana
Super Saiyan AJ: it'll be alright
Super Saiyan AJ: :-D hehehehe
Biting Flame: skadhglasdha;lskdhgpoaiweklsd
Biting Flame: youre making fun of me
Super Saiyan AJ: no i'm not
Super Saiyan AJ: i'm doing like
Super Saiyan AJ: more bad than good
Super Saiyan AJ: this blows
Super Saiyan AJ signed off
brittany:: bly wants you to email her if you do anything with the 'blood sweat and tears' thing tonight but if you dont its ok. and bly is gonna check her email when she gets home at like 3am before she goes to bed. she would like to take something to mr. harrison tomorrow but its ok if you can't do it or don't have time or anything.
a few hours ago, brittany told me to blog about my dream. i don't remember my dream as well as i did then but i can always try!! well uhm me and morgan and rachel and luke were in the golf cart and we were riding around and then we ran into this tree and we looked up and there was a treehouse in it so we climbed up there and then there were like.. three guys in it... uhm i guess about.... 12 or so? maybe a little younger. and one of them looked like a teeny version of the guy from green day O_O and then i stole all their tapes and CDs and they hopped in the golf cart on the back. so we were riding along this dirt road next to a pond and there was a turn coming up and i'm usually the golf cart radio station, so right then i started to sing this song by brassy and the only things i said were 'BREAK BREAK' easily mistaken for 'BRAKE BRAKE' right before luke kareened into the pond. (he was driving) so we all fell in and eventually popped out except luke because he was at the bottom of the pond trying to drive the golf cart out. o.O well uhm i think i woke up after that.
Biting Flame: you seem like youve got multiple personality disorder
Biting Flame: ahahahhah
jezebellekilara: really?
jezebellekilara: how?
Biting Flame:
jezebellekilara: .........

jezebellekilara: ~_~
jezebellekilara: ;_;
jezebellekilara: :P

Biting Flame: o.O
jezebellekilara: ...........
jezebellekilara: how is that a multiple personality?
Biting Flame: shh
jezebellekilara: .............
Biting Flame: you ask too many questions
jezebellekilara: you dork
wow i sure am hungry
jc wanted me to add him to doy. i told him i'd have to consult with brit and aj. he was like 'but they'll say no'
he asked me again tonight. i told him he'd have to prove himself a poem before i constulted with brit and aj.
and this was his result.
AND he actually ASKED me to post this.
JC84559: post that
JC84559: so i can be on ur blog right?
JC84559: i mean i proved myself

JC84559: ill do a real one
Biting Flame: bliss.
JC84559: ok
Biting Flame: :b
JC84559: ooo this one is god
JC84559: good
Biting Flame: ok
JC84559: like?
Biting Flame: the new york kit
Biting Flame: i love the new york kit
Biting Flame: nice
Biting Flame: theres some nice elements
Biting Flame: could you write a poem without the magnetic poetry
JC84559: yeah
Biting Flame: ok
JC84559: lemme see um
JC84559:
the wind
an invisible grace
that touches but remains to be seen
that you feel but do not kno

JC84559: =)
JC84559: like that?
Biting Flame: its very simplistic
Biting Flame: and makes absolutely no sense whatsoever. i refuse for you to change your mind halfway through it
JC84559: so
JC84559: fine um
Biting Flame: 'invisible' does not equal 'remains to be seen'
JC84559: dont be so technical
Biting Flame: O_O
Biting Flame: ITS NOT TECHNICAL
Biting Flame: ITS A FACT
Biting Flame: ok for saying taht, you cant join
JC84559: u are
JC84559: and it does equal remains to be seen
JC84559: ok fine fine
JC84559: the wind
an invisible grace
that touches but remains to be UNseen
that you feel but do not kno
JC84559: sigh...i cant win with you can i
Biting Flame: poetry is not winning
Biting Flame: why do you want to join anyway
JC84559: because its kool and im like friends with all you people and shit
JC84559: u kno what im sayin
Biting Flame: ....... that was not the right answer
JC84559: that...
JC84559: and i like this poetry stuff
Biting Flame: -_-
Biting Flame: i'm sure
JC84559: if i didnt like it why would i even do that magnetic poetry stuff
JC84559: why would i even read the doy archives if i didnt
Biting Flame: like you read the archives!
JC84559: i do
Biting Flame: -_-
JC84559: the taste of week old chicken between the teeth
as your tounge moves around while your asleep
finally you get out that piece of brocili
now you can get some shut eye
Biting Flame: you wouldnt know poetry if it bit you in the ass
JC84559: yes i would
Biting Flame: i'm sure
JC84559: i would
Biting Flame: -_-
JC84559: im going to bed
JC84559: later
Biting Flame: AHGHAHGLAKHA
Atea Diosa: O_O
Biting Flame: HGAHAHHGHHHAHHAGLKDSHAHGKAHKAHH
Atea Diosa: HAHAH
Atea Diosa: AHAHAHAHHA
Atea Diosa: AHHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAH
Ladygodiva76: HAHAHAHAHHAHHAHAH
Ladygodiva76: AHAHAH
Biting Flame: LMFAHAHHAHAHAH
Ladygodiva76: ahhaahahahaa
Biting Flame: AHAHGLKAHLAHHAHAHAHAHAH
Ladygodiva76: ahahhhh
Super Saiyan AJ: hahaha
Biting Flame: wow that was hella funny

Saturday, August 04, 2001

i convinced my daddy to buy me my starbucks drink. ^^ i love him. well actually he just went to get it and i had to pay for it so. -_- and i had to spend my new york money. BUT IT WAS AN EMERGENCY!!! i wrote a poem while i drank it so you can check that out here if you want to read some shit.
i'm eating a roll and its hurting my mouth
oh my god i'm going to starve
The1JC696969: hi
The1JC696969: hey that funny guy is on
Biting Flame: what funny guy
The1JC696969: not really an sn
Biting Flame: a;lskdghla;skdghpaiehklsgd
The1JC696969: wgat
Biting Flame: dont kill him